I want to tell her the truth. I broke the promise because my whole world was shattered. My main reason for not smoking was her. Without her, the promise had no validity. I didn't know it would hurt her the way it did. But I should have known. Which goes to show...I didn't deserve her... But always! She compared my actions to her dad's. Are my actions comparable to her dad's? Is a promise a promise just the same no matter how insignificant? It is. And I messed up. I'm not going to make promises I can't keep. I don't think I'll make too many promises anymore just incase...